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Semalam masa terlalu suntuk untuk ku. Terkejar kesana kemari. Tup tup dah kul 6 ptg.
Rush to MKS. Semalam Ustazah Habsah Senin sentuh bab puasa.
Mengenangkan yg kita bakal menyambut kedatangan bulan yg mulia ini...dalam masa 2 minggu lagi..sekejap betul masa berlalu..

Antara yg diketengahkan ialah..
bagaimana puasa dapat menjadikan kita seorang yg bertakwa dengan berbanyak kan bersabar, mengawal nafsu amarah.
bagaimana dengan berpuasa kita dapat menyihatkan tubuh badan kita..selepas makan, kita disunatkan bertarawih..isn't that exercise for the stomach?
berpuasa bukan setakat menahan diri dari lapar dan dahaga...berpuasa dari segi semua anggota tubuh terutama nyer mata, telinga, lidah, hidung, tangan dan kaki dan hati.

Sepanjang kelas, ntah kenapa rasa terharu bila disebut - sebut akan bulan Ramadhan yg bakal tiba..bagaimana kita, sebagai umat nabi Muhammad s.a.w mempunyai kelebihan untuk memperbanyakkan pahala di dalam bulan yg mulia ini tapi kita sering gagal melaksanakan nyer dengan baik...
bukan mudah nak jaga semua anggota ini sambil berpuasa untuk sebulan, afterall, we r no angels, right?

Untuk mengtahui sama ada puasa kita memberi kesan dalam diri kita, lihat pabila menjelangnyer Raya. Althought it's a day for celebration, I guess we musn't be too "over" with all the spending n stuff. Mungkin keluarga kita tidak dilanda kesempitan diwaktu sebegini but dikala kita bersuka-ria..pasti ada yg berduka.

After klass, me n Tedz spent time yakking away at a bus-stop nearby my house. We dun feel like eating but we just had lots of things to tell each other about. Bila hujan mula turun, baru kita berpisah..agaknya kalau tak hujan..tak balik² laah, kiter orang..

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When a relationship ended after yrs of spending time together, do u point fingers and blame the other party? Afterall, he/she is someone u once adore, fond, love, miss, spend time with, study with, a source of inspiration for ur success, unseparable at one time n etc. etc. I don't understand why we behave like this. Maybe becoz of the extreme dissapointed ness. Yes, nobody likes to be hurt. Nobody likes to be dumped. To find some else is a hassle. U have to start everything all over again.

But..aren't we suppose to have confidence & faith in the way that Allah s.w.t have schedule life for us?
Maybe she/he is just not meant for us. As a Muslim, we are required to believe in qada' n qadar...U will see the hikmah behind all this feeliing of dejected ness.
And to u, there's a saying, when u loves someone, let her go. If she's meant to be urs, 10 yrs later also, u will still be with her. Trust me, u are not alone. I'm not sure about u, but seeing him happy is more than I want. If he's happy but with somebody else, I'll be v. glad for him. Even though, it's painful..but u will appreciate the next one that come, knocking ur heart. If I can make it, the more u should try!