ZERO

On Wednesday made a quick trip to Challenger Funan.
Yesterday no mood to do work so after ate my dinner, went out
to accompany Ikinz break her fast @ Padang, Toa Payoh.
Back at work only 2115.

My mood yesterday was bad coz of the memories of 6 Jan.
I didn't wanna talk much coz takut nanti ada yg kena
tempiasa nya..
Tapi malangnya ada yg rajin tegur aku, so ...
But I was still okay to certain people except for him.
(punching bag, kot?)
I'm bias.. I admit I am!
I think i was groggy coz not enuff sleep too.

Abg Noh came back from Aceh..
Syukur Alhamdulillah..
Hopefully he's fine.
Mak tak sabar nak tgk Abg Noh
Mesti kurus giler Abg..

I detest bully.
I made sure I'm not being bullied
I hate when people I know; siblings/friends being bullied.
If I can do something, I will.

In this case..should I ?

Aku macam nak bukak jer mulut and shoot wat I want to say
to that freaking stupid, idiot, arrogant, immature, selfish,
self-centered, bigheaded *******.

Yang heran nya dah laa tak ada satu benda..
masih nak brag lagik???!!!
Ceh!
Apa punya orang??!!
Maruah diri pi letak kat mana, tuh?
Jangan berbual pasal tanggungjawab kalau tak tau apa erti sebenar.

Didn't I say, dun say too early..

Bila tengah marah cam ginik..aku cuba dengar lagu happy,
semua tak load ar!
Menyirap betul darah nie..

But I know it will made things worse so quiet I shall be.
Membara kat dlm nie, Allah saja yg tau!

Since I can't do anything..can I just say..

"Sekarang balasan tak yah tunggu akhirat..kat dunia nie
jugak..nanti kau dapat!"

I can't!
Coz I'm not her, who can just say this to pacify herself down..

U win some..U'll lose some.
heh!
Trust me, U WILL!!

When a problem comes from MEN, my patience = ZERO

And I know an uncle who would say,
"Ni lah klau orang perempuan dah pandai sgt"

Too bad.