Sapa yer?

I was updating one whole chunk of what I want to wrote since Sunday 3 April when it's all gone.
Cet!! Geramnyer..It left my eyes wide open.
tsk tsk
Dah tak ada??
I haven't got used to this yet.
Nah suruh tulis lagie..alamk..mintak ampun ar..tak sanggup,
dah laa these days, punya ah susah nak update blog.
sob sob

I'll juz summarize up.

Sunday was just at home wif D & Gy.
Mak & Along gi rumah Kak Mun & Kak Ana at PR & BR respectively.
Kita yg kat rumah tgk vcd Cinta Luar Biasa.not the 1st time. D basuh baju dier. Gy left ard 1845.
Baru nak sikar baju, D suruh tolong sidaikan baju2 dia.
They come back ard 9 ++p.m. Hujan sikit.
Mak takut AM sakit.
Tgh cerita Ada Apa Dengan Cinta kat SURIA.
Favourite drama every Sunday at 10p.m kat SURIA, dah tak ada.
Sambil tuh toggle2 wif TV3, showing Anugerah BH. Siti Nurhaliza menang overall..
I was hoping for A.Z to appear but didn't..
Mana ajer mamat nie tau..

Tak leh tido so logged on the Net. Was hoping someone online so that i can talked too.
Ah..FHM online. Talked to her till 2a.m.
Mak bising sikit sebab I was still awake.

Monday, lepas Subuh, can't sleep sebab gara2 D yg nak gi sch.
Ishkx3.
Helped Mak ard wif AM & housework.
Sikar baju sambil ber-sms dgn Cuzzin_Ima.
Ingat nak kacau dia sebab dier CUBA nak sakitkan hati ku Sabtu lalu dgn kata2 sedemikian..
" Hujan2 nie best klau dpt ngorok"...Ada ker patut??

Yup, akan ku harungi onak & duri demi menemui sahabat karib yg dah 10 bulan tak ketemu muka.
Lagipun ada payung..neither do I melt nor do I dissolve.
hehe.

Sikar baju lalu terlelap..
(Aniaya punya kes..tgh sikar baju, bleh terlelap)
Tak..dah matikan dulu elektriknya..

Bangun2 dah kul 11.50. Siap mcm flash & i'm at the bus stop at 12.15p.m
Along sms me that A.Z tak ada smlm sebab dier beri sokongan moral to Siti kat Royal Albert Hall
coz she was having her concert on Friday 1st April.
Menyampah...

hehe..no no..me tak menyampah ngan Siti..
apa hal pulak nak menyampah ngan dia...but more to A.Z..
*rolleyes*

Sms her that I'll be late but was hoping biarlah dia yang lambat.
I hate to be late. Neither I can wait.
But these days, I've cool down & tried to wait for another half-an-hour BUT
only if u r close to me. If not...
*&*$%*

hehe..acah jer tuh!

Me & F*r*h had lunch at SWENSEN Tampines. We were there from 1p.m-4.30p.m.
Later to SISTIC coz she wanted to buy some ticket for performances at Victoria Theatre.
Only that she prefer English performance while as for me..Malay please.

We have a lot of similarities.
Imagine we have the same PSLE results: 200 agregate wif 1 A & 3 Bs.
Both had to choose between Express & Normal & both choose Express stream.
Ustazah sampai kata, dah padan laa tuh, kita berdua.
(Kita kenal at madrasah , u see)

Later to Soo Kee where she tested one pair of earings (aku pun berkenan!)
while I got my ring to be cleaned up.
Sent her to her bus stop and this time round, we remembered to take picture together using my digi cam.
Took 168 home, buy bread & naik rumah.

She told me a shocking news. I'm sad, honestly speaking but since she made up her mind and with her mum support, I'll pray for the best for her.
Afterall, life & marriage is about taking a risk.
And till this time, I'm still not sure, will I ever gonna take up this risk?
The aftermath...Only Allah knows.

Dlm masa less than 24 hrs, 2 friends are discussing wif me abt marriage.
Tak semudah yg disangka kan..

I used to target to get married by 25 but at the age of 24 yr 7 mth 13 days (today),
I decided that i shall not rush marry till I met the right one for me.
Nevermind how old I'm gonna be..afterall I'm a slow learner.
Slow..everything slow.

Tuesday 5 April..I created this..blogspirit & i managed to retain "ayshy"
Alhamdulillah..afterall..I loved this unique userid.
Sms him coz i was worried. Talked to him for a minute.
Klau tak kerana terdesak..I won't talk to him on the phone.
Even last wed, I opt for msn instead for talking on the phone.

No no no..i shall always remind myself..to fall in love is lovely but the outcome is so heart-wrenching!
hehe..but i was o.k on the phone rather than meet 4 eyes, on last sat
After work was just home..late dinner sebab gas buat hal..kena dgn aku yg cerewet..tgk TV japs..lights offs.

Smlm was on noon shift. Mak, AM & Along was out..the day has come.
Aku yg terbawak2 sampai termimpi-mimpi the nite b4. Ishk x 3.
Early morning, got 1 sms..must be Along but hey..errmm..
he sms.."Wondering how r u today"
I find it amusing..what's with the wondering haa??
hehe..apa sajer...

Got 1 missed call, prvt number..left me guessing..
This morning Mak cakap, Gy looking for me..must be her!

Got email from lecturer regarding some positions of librarian.
Should I apply?
One hand of me is getting sick of here
One another hand, life is comfortable here till I'm afraid to move on.
My Along is here..colleagues are male..
better than females sebab females selalunya berkira tulang urat & can't imagine dpt boss perempuan
mesti naggy..mcm Gy selalu cakap regarding her Sister kat ward.

Decisions..life are abt making decisions..

Yg kat kerja nie pun, ada satu mamat. Ntah tak semena-mean, came up to me & ask something that
he usually knows wat to do..
Later, kita ber3 kat sini..but came up to me...apa hal nie?
Aaron kat sini tak habis2 sakat..
apa kes paksa2 aku suruh "kenal2" dgn dia?
Gimme a break!
Libra & from wat e testis i read from his friendster..tak yah ar..
Another, Aquarius...I'm juz too obsessed wif horoscope so I think i regard him as big brother ajer laa..

Juz letak phone dgn Gy, she said, No she didn't call me yesterday...
Now..whose the mystery caller who called my hp at 1556, 6 Apr??

Own up! Kau dah berjaya membuat aku tertanya-tanya..
Geramnyer..sapa eh?
Maybe my aunts..yg kat CCK 4++ & Jln Damai pun prvt number..
:-(

- taken off blogspirit