Another start

Afah said, blogging gonna helps me release whatever tension I'm facing..
Should i continue blogging..?

This morning, my left eye keep twitching..bad omen, some say..
I just hope, Oh Allah, please keep my loved ones safe.

Weekends was cleaning for the furniture. My yearly routine - my love-hate relationship with the furniture at home.

Too Little Too Late

Too Little, Too Late"

Come with me
Stay the night
You say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do ya expect me to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand
And you say you've changed
But boy you know your begging don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game (You know it's just too little too late)

So let me on down
'Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know...

It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

Yeah yeaaahhh... It's just too little too late... Mhmmm

I was young
And in love
I gave you everything
But it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate (You know it's just too little too late)
Go find someone else
In letting you go
I'm loving myself
You got a problem
But don't come asking me for help
'Cause you know...

It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

I can love with all of my heart, baby
I know I have so much to give (I have so much to give)
With a player like you I don't have a prayer
That's no way to live
Ohhhh... mmm nooo
It's just too little too late
Yeaahhhh...

It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

Yeah
You know it's just too little too late
Oh, I can't wait

It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

The Keys to My Heart

Your Heart Takes Love Seriously

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

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Back in Jan 08, i did the same quiz http://aishai.multiply.com/journal/item/7

 but the result differ now. Perhaps i take things more seriously now and .....ready?

Siapalah Aku

Siapalah aku ini
Yang ingin memetik cintamu
Siapalah seadanya
Diriku di sisimu

Kau punya segalanya
Sedangkan aku insan hina
Hidupku penuh dengan kisah duka
Antara kita jurang nya berbeza

Biarlah usahlah
Bermain dengan api
Kelaknya terbakar sendiri

Biarlah tersimpan
Segala perasaan
Rahsia hatiku terhadapmu
Siapalah aku

Siapalah Aku - Amy Mastura

Selamat Ulangtahun Sayang...

Lelaki Ini menyambut ulangtahun nya yg ke-39 hari ni.

Semoga sukses di dalam segala yg diceburi, sihat sentiasa, dimurahkan rezeki

& bahagia disamping yang tersayang.

Kenapa 7 March ?! *sighs*

I will always look forward to watch his live performance.

Memukaukan!

 

Selamat Ulang Tahun Sayang - Imran Ajmain

Raya 08

some pics of raya 08 in my collections. of coz i didnt upload all

Ho Thong's Farewell

Women Driver

http://auto.sohu.com/20090205/n262067065.shtml

*gulps*

But i can assure you, I'm not this bad!

:-D

Defeated

I tried to defend it for 4 mths long but i succumb to defeat.

Officially, I lose it.

Rest in peace......and will you go away, headache & fever?

Desaru - 10-11 Jan 2009

Our virgin solo trip together. With my poly buddies. Love every seconds of moments togther. Slept only after Subuh 6 - 8+am. Spent the night yakking away with Ema & Sitti. Zana pengsan 1/2 way.

I put in the captions when i've more free time

Photo Album 2009-01-19

Shattered

Tired Of Being Sorry

I don't know why
You want to follow me tonight
When in the rest of the world
With whom I've crossed and I've quarreled
Let's me down so
For a thousand reasons that I know
To share forever the unrest
With all the demons I possess
Beneath the silver moon

Maybe you were right
But baby I was lonely
I don't want to fight
I'm tired of being sorry

Eighth and Ocean Drive
With all the vampires and their brides
We're all bloodless and blind
And longing for a life
Beyond the silver moon

Maybe you were right
But baby I was lonely
I don't want to fight
I'm tired of being sorry
I'm standing in the street
Crying out for you
No one sees me
But the silver moon

So far away - so outer space
I've trashed myself - I've lost my way
I've got to get to you got to get to you

Maybe you were right
But baby I was lonely
I don't want to fight
I'm tired of being sorry
I'm standing in the street

Crying out for you
No one sees me
But the silver moon

Maybe you were right
But baby I was lonely
I don't want to fight
I'm tired of being sorry
I'm standing in the street
Crying out for you
No one sees me
But the silver moon.

How come I'm always have to be the understanding one ? Why not one day, you follow my way. Nak seribu daya, tak nak seribu dalih. I hold that.

My liking for squarish people? Bertuah u, AK!

31st & 1st

1st pic taken with new camera, with lunch buddy of 2008. Till the very last date of the year, we were still lunching together. Its been great 1 yr of sharing info, jokes, gossips, childish/nonsensical acts. Be it breakfast, lunch, teatime, dinner. Cuma supper jer tak.

Oh yer, lupa nak kenalkan, meet Mr Fazril Bohari

And she turned 30 for the kickoff of 2009

 

 

A

And we were here on 1st Jan 2009

1000 Penipuan

Selagi perkataan berputar alam
Curiga sandiwara kisah semalam

Yang ku cari kian hilang
Buat ku kebingungan
Yang aku tak mahu datang

Seringkali kau panggil aku
Kau tak peduli waktu tidur ku
Dan bekali-kali aku abaikan mu
Hentikanlah hentikanlah

Ku takkan peduli rayuanmu
Ku tahu bunga bicara cumbu
Yang benar hanyalah satu dalam
1000 penipuan mu

Cinta tersembunyi berbagai helah
Tembelang lama-lama berpecah belah

Ku takkan percaya
Dengan kata-kata
Selagi kau tak buktikan
Dengan kejujuran dalam perlakuan oh
Ku bukan mainan
Hentikanlah kejutan
Takkan berbunyi
Kalau kau bertepuk sebelah tangan

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I'm confused & mixed feelings. Sad n happy. Rule no 1, don't date your gf 's ex bf

I like head banging music nowadays

Would you reply?

1000 Penipuan - Farah Asyikin

New toy @ 311208

Lets stay trigger shutter happy - There's a lot to learn

Snap away~

Rab Ne Bana Di Jodi

I'm the kind who do watch Hindi shows, only on TV but before the year ends, I decided to challenge myself to sit in for 3 hrs to watch this.

Didn't really read much abt the storyline..decided to just go with open heart & mind & see what my 1st experience watching Hindi movie on cinema can offer me. Went with Mawar & Diana ; my 2 colleagues.

Indeed, its a wonderful experience. Its a comedy. The whole cinema were laughing at Shah Rukh's antics. Wasn't even feeling restless during the 3 hrs. Really enjoyed every single moment watching the movie. Lepas ketawa2, nangis.  

Standard...

Since this story involves about dancing competition, this song really caught my attentiion.

What's with the catchy tune & the steps..All in all, it's worth my $11.

Yeay, target met!

P.S: What's your wish for 2009? Someone to call my own perhaps...

1st time

GV Tampines - 1820 1st time - 3 hrs

the more the merrier - join the suffering

After 14 years...

Berita Harian 22 Disember 2008

SINGAPURA KERAP BUAT KESILAPAN

Penguasaan selama empat tahun berakhir

Oleh
Zainal Jamari

SINGAPURA mengucapkan selamat tinggal pada penguasaannya selama empat tahun ke atas bola sepak Asia Tenggara apabila tumbang 1-0 kepada Vietnam di Stadium Negara semalam.

Dengan kedua-dua pasukan terikat 0-0 dalam pertemuan separuh akhir yang pertama di Hanoi pada Rabu lalu, Singapura yang telah memenangi Kejohanan Bola Sepak Suzuki AFF sejak 2004, tersingkir dengan kekalahan agregat 1-0.

Vietnam, naib juara 1998, kini akan berdepan dengan Thailand pada 24 dan 28 Disember ini untuk menentukan siapakah yang bakal ditabal raja bola Asia Tenggara.

Perlawanan kelihatan berkesudahan seri dan diteruskan dalam masa tambahan apabila pemain gantian, Nguyen Quang Hai, muncul menjaringkan gol tunggal perlawanan.

Sekitar 40,000 penonton tempatan dikejutkan dengan gol yang dijaringkan pada minit ke-75.

Le Cong Vinh mendapat bola di kiri di tengah padang sebelum membawanya ke kotak penalti dengan barisan pertahanan Singapura gagal mencegahnya. Cong Vinh mengumpan bola ke tengah menewaskan Lionel Lewis dan Quang Hai yang meluru ke kotak penalti Singapura menolaknya ke gawang yang terngangah.

Singapura melancarkan serangan demi serangan selepas itu dan beberapa kali nyaris memperoleh gol penyamaan. Singapura menunjukkan persembahan yang jauh lebih baik daripada di Hanoi tetapi kerap melakukan kesilapan apabila gagal menyekat kemaraan para pemain Vietnam, yang meskipun bertubuh lebih kecil, tetapi ligat seperti lipas kodong.

Singapura mendapat tendangan sudut dua kali berturut-turut pada minit ketujuh dan kelapan, tetapi tiada yang diperolehi daripada kedua-duanya.

Pada minit ke-15 berlaku insiden yang melibatkan Mohd Shahril Ishak dengan pemain Vietnam yang nyaris mencetuskan pergaduhan antara semua pemain apabila pemain kedua-dua pasukan menyerbu ke arah satu sama lain dan berlaku tolak-menolak. Mujur pengadil Subkhiddin Mohd Salleh dari Malaysia dapat menenangkan keadaan.

Sehingga itu, para pemain Vietnam nampaknya mempersoal setiap keputusan pengadil dan meluru ke arah pemain Singapura setiap kali berlaku kekasaran.

Singapura mendapat peluang baik pada minit ke-19 apabila hantaran jauh Daniel Bennett disambut oleh Mohd Noh Alam Shah. Namun pemain itu bertindak terburu-buru merembat bola melewati palang gol Vietnam.

Tiga minit kemudian, mengumpan bola kepada Muhd Ridhuan Muhd yang kemudian membuat hantaran cantik kepada Alam Shah.

Tetapi dengan hanya berdepan penjaga gawang Vietnam, Duong Hong Son, penyerang Tampines Rovers itu hanya dapat membuat cubaan yang lemah.

Begitu sekali penguasaan Singapura pada awal permainan sehingga Vietnam terpaksa menunggu hingga ke minit ke-25 sebelum membuat cubaan pertama ke arah gawang Singapura. Itu pun tendangan Nguyen Vu Phong tersasar jauh.

Pada minit ke-35, Alam Shah membuat cubaan akrobatik yang cantik dari pinggir kotak tetapi bola melambung keluar sahaja.

Seminit sebelum tamat perlawanan biasa, Singapura mendapat peluang terbaiknya untuk membuka jaringan apabila daripada satu tendangan sudut dan perebutan bola yang menyusul, Agu Casmir menolak bola ke gawang Vietnam dan hanya diselamatkan oleh seorang pemain pertahanan pada atas garisan.
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" MEREKA datang dengan seribu harapan. Mereka menjerit bersorak sebagai lambang sokongan. Sayangnya, lebih daripada 40,000 penonton pulang dengan langkah kehampaan."

Oh yes, I'm among the 40 000 that went home dissapointed but guess that's part & parcel of a football game. Both teams wanna win, after much effort, with no luck, one team have to admit defeat.

First time went in using Media Pass. Brought along my mum. Enjoyed the night overall..what's with the live atmosphere at the stadium & with Sofya around. Caught my online buddy whose on duty as AFF official.

And what makes me went down to watch football game live again after 14 years? No. 5

The Dream

Last Sat someone came into my dream. Why did he appear in my dream?

In the dream, we were just sitting down talking, laughing..enjoyed his company..enjoyed looking at that dimple smile of his....didn't do any wrongdoings.

But why him? I wasn't thinking about him. I haven't been waiting eagerly to see him.

Yeah, no harm dreaming of someone. But its just not nice to know that you dreamt of someone's husband. Freaky, weird...hmm..

Its my 3rd day at work for the week & I've yet to bump into him. One part of me, I wanna see him. Another part is pulling me from going to reception at the designated timings.

Kenapa aku tak pernah pulak mimpi Anuar Zain eh?

Smile because you never know who will fall in love with your smile. Indeed, I've fallen

I simply got soft spot for guys with dimples laa eh..Don't you think so, Epiphany?

find my own~